Well another year of miserable life, I think the shit has started badly but surprisingly, not yet I have my DS lite, I need 6 miserable subjects for graduation and everything is as eternal, I'm literally extorted and blackmailed for all situations miserable life, unbroken chain of agony, suffering, sadness and depression surrounding my life, nothing goes wrong, everything goes wrong, persons entrusted make me feel betrayed, nothing should happen as you want only the worst happens, I have no mood to continue with this ... Because I have the courage to end all this mess, to be followed if one expects me this misery, poverty on a perpetual road to perdition.
College is a total shit, I do not know where all the optimism, thera me.
q I can not be more words I can say about all these situations and pods that are happening to me. It is totally miserable to see the light illuminates some people while some only suffer eternal darkness, most of my friends, colleagues in the U and most of the world are about to graduate and I do not know how many more years in the college shit, it's just sad to see me in a mirror, I'm so ashamed of being born as imperfect, useless, useless, I have no place in this world, perhaps the only shit here is me and not this miserable world, maybe never fit in any place or among the worst crap q there. No doubt I have no reason, no reason or purpose to continue to exist.
