ndo q toy think something closer to q I realize I'm further and further. Toy
q pressure from my parents want and demand more of my q but honestly not give, I have no desire or interest to be the child which is the pride of all, if you really feel ashamed of myself, really I feel sad, especially my parents q me compared to other people's children, Ohh your classmates graduated from the U.S., these people have jobs Ohh look q "useful" are looking Ohh q is most important because such person such a place, I sincerely give a fuck many things, but I hate q compare with other people. Of course I do not feel superior or better I am all these people giving them reason to my parents, but we always see the humanbad side of things, and live that reality.
Anyway I'll go to HK this week I hope to see happening q q q be a journey to bring me some encouragement to live.
